#meanwhile bill is a broken person. not in the sense that he himself can't change and grow
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I don't want bill and ford to be happy together but I want them to both fantasise about it iykwim
#not rb#gf#billford#ford's greatest weapon against bill is apathy#after dedicating a third of his lifespan to obsession‚ it's only fair that he should be allowed it#buuuuuuut it should happen slowly methinks :3c#meanwhile bill is a broken person. not in the sense that he himself can't change and grow#but not doing so is so fundamental to how he perceives/presents himself that to grow would be to abandon himself#he has the capacity for growth. but it'll change him irreparably yk?#(and to him‚ it is *irreparable*. in his mind‚ he's still in euclydia. he can still hear their screams.)#(even if he doesn't want to‚ what is he supposed to do? just forget them? move on? **move on??**)#(when bill says ford is stuck at 18 he is staring into a mirror. ford is just trying much‚ much harder than he is.)#(sidenote: I like to think this is why he hates this trait in stan sm. because stan makes no attempt to hide his immaturity.)#so anyways all this to say that ford would sigh and reminisce and eventually move on#but bill is in full on 1000% delusional “doodling my ex apologising to me” mode#why on earth would he send tbob to ford first if he Didn't think ford wanted him back at least a little bit#something something banking on ford being as unchangeable as he is
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